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FATHER’S DAY
Written by: James M.
Russell
Copyright 2015© James
M. Russell
CHAPTER 10:
The nightmare would not release
Earl, no matter how hard he tried to break free. So, he lay there, a few inches
away from Wanda, who could have helped and would have helped if she had only
known of the horror that gripped her husband. His grey flannel pajamas were
soaked in sweat, his eyes danced about under closed lids and his fingers
twitched ever so slightly, as Earl battled the hellish nightmare. After a few terrible minutes,
Earl’s chest suddenly convulsed and his body launched into a heaving cough.
Wanda awoke with a start.
“You OK Earl?”
Earl nodded then forced out the
words between gasps, “Yeah. You smell smoke?”
Wanda paused to test the air, “No.”
Earl threw back the covers and climbed
out of bed, “Just going to the bathroom. Glass of water.”
Wanda watched as Earl shuffled out
of the room and listened to his footsteps on the hallway carpet as he entered
the bathroom, shut the door, coughed twice more then fell silent.
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The second glass of water was
colder than the first and its chill seemed to placate the tickle. Earl took a
deep breath then stood upright, staring at himself in the mirror. He didn't
remember looking so old and tired before. Perhaps it was just the way the
pillow compressed the skin on his face, maybe it was the discolored fluorescent
bulb that Wanda had asked him to replace several times. Perhaps it was the
nightmare.
My God, what a terrible nightmare it was, he thought to himself. I can’t imagine a parent doing such a thing to their own flesh and blood.
Earl dumped out what remained of his second glass of water then refilled it once more. The cold chilled his hand, not an unpleasant chill like a winter’s night but more like the fresh chill of a fall morning. Earl took another sip then turned off the bathroom light and exited, leaving the bathroom door open as he walked quietly, guided only by familiarity, down the dark hall that led to his and Wanda’s bedroom.
Earl had just passed the half-oval end table that Wanda bought last summer in a yard sale when something made him stop and stare at Ian's bedroom door. He stood there for a minute or two or perhaps three, debating, before leaning close to the faded L.A. Lakers pennant tacked to Ian’s door and listening to the silence.
Earl and Wanda had differences of opinion about Ian's room. Earl considered it to be Ian's space, private and off-limits to parents, house guests, or anyone.
“Nonsense,” she would reply when the subject came up. “I can go in there anytime I need to.” And she would ‘need to’ on wash day and whenever she suspected he hadn’t done his homework from the day before. Once or twice, when their son seemed to be acting ‘odd’ she searched his room for drugs, but she never found any.
Earl’s position was that “Ian’s room is Ian’s room.” And throughout the years, Earl never wavered from his conviction; so it took quite a bit of convincing before Earl was able to force his hand to reach out toward Ian’s door, grip the doorknob and twist. But he finally did, and then pushed the door open just far enough for him to stick his head and shoulders inside.
Everything was as it should have been. Ian, dressed in the white pajamas that Wanda had bought specially for him, was in bed, asleep facing the door. His eyes closed, eyeballs motionless, face placid. It was the face of the boy that Earl loved and the sight of it suddenly unleashed thousands of images rushed through his mind. Every memory was louder than the previous one, each bumped into the other as they vied for attention, an impatient mass of thoughts rushing about but going nowhere, like a dozen fireflies in a glass jar.
Earl closed Ian’s bedroom door and smiled. He could go back to sleep now, reassured that his son was OK.
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Ian listened as his father walked
the seven steps it took from Ian's door to his parent's room then snapped open
his eyes, checked to see that nothing had been disturbed and drifted back to
into the state of half-sleep, half-vigilance that inmates must learn in order
to survive.
CHAPTER 11:
Various sections of the house
hummed with the sounds of running water, clanging pots, a murmuring radio, and
drifting in from the street, the roar of early morning traffic.
Wanda hurried to Ian's bedroom door
and knocked.
“Morning, Baby. Dad's out of the
bathroom and I’m starting breakfast.”
Wanda paused for a moment,
"Ian?" Then waited, listening to the silence of her son's room before
hurrying off. Minutes later, Wanda rushed yet
again to Ian's door, leaned close, and called out, “Breakfast is on the table!”
then hurried off.
Finally, Earl walked up to Ian’s
door at a determined pace and banged twice. “Ian! It's eight o'clock. Time...” But, Earl's sentence was cut short
when Ian, fully dressed in the same jeans, T-shirt and vest that he put on last
night, jerked open the door.
“…time to go to work. Why didn't
you answer when your mother called you for breakfast?”
“Guess I didn't hear her. Had
trouble getting to sleep. Nightmares.”
Earl laid his hand on Ian's
shoulder and whispered, “I understand son,” then glanced at his wristwatch and
gave Ian a playful punch.
“Come on champ. Don't wanna be late
on your first day,” Earl said before hurrying down the stairs, rushing into the
kitchen, plucking his canary-yellow hard hat from the back porch wall peg,
picking up his battered metal toolbox then holding the back door open and
waiting. Moments later, Ian strolled in
carrying an old UCLA gym bag. Wanda, stood at the sink, with one
hand in the soapy dishwater and the other holding a brown paper lunch bag. Her
face lit up with pride at the sight of her son.
“Morning, Baby. I hoped that you
would be able to have a proper sit-down breakfast.”
“Wanda!”
Wanda shot a disparaging glance at her husband then renewed her smile.
Wanda shot a disparaging glance at her husband then renewed her smile.
“Tomorrow I’ll make you something
special. You still like your eggs scrambled don’t you.”
“Yes, Mom.”
“Bacon crisp?”
Ian beamed, “Yes, Mom.”
Wanda presented Ian with the bag, a bottle of juice, and finally, a carefully wrapped bundle of muffins.
Wanda presented Ian with the bag, a bottle of juice, and finally, a carefully wrapped bundle of muffins.
"Lunch is for later, but these
are for the drive to work. You have to eat something."
Then she handed him a plastic cup
filled with juice." And drink. This is fresh squeezed."
“Thanks, Mom.”
Wanda turned toward Earl and waved
her index finger at him.
“And you! Don’t forget your twelve
o’clock pills.”
Ian snatched up his gym bag and
strolled toward the door.
“You got work clothes in there I
hope.”
“Yes, Dad.”
Earl planted a peck on Wanda's left
cheek, “Have a good day Babes,” he said, then bolted out the door.
"Bye dear," she called
out after him then turned to Ian and straightened his leather vest.
“Your father and I love you very
much Ian McCarthy Timmins. You be careful today, construction sites can be
dangerous.”
“We’re gonna be late!” Earl shouted
from a distance, but Ian paid no attention to his father, instead giving his
mother a lingering hug.
“Love you Mom. Bye.”
And with that, Ian Timmins set out
into the world on his first day of freedom in nearly four years. Wanda, full of
pride, and smiling like a new mother, watched them, father and son, husband and
child, as they backed down the driveway in Ole Grand and drove off.
Wanda was still standing at the back door,
reveling in the wonder of this day when she heard the fire truck sirens.
Suddenly Wanda’s smile disappeared and she retreated into her kitchen, closed
the door, and locked it.
CHAPTER 12:
Earl hated commuting to work at
that time of the morning, the 405 was usually a parking lot, and Sepulveda
wasn't much better. Earl’s workday usually started at 6:30 but yesterday,
before he and Wanda left to pick up Ian, he got a call from Nan that Home Depot
couldn't deliver the three skids of two-by-fours until eight or nine that
morning. No point for a framing carpenter to be on-site if there was no wood
for him to build frames.
Earl was a patient and careful driver, which was more than could be said for most Los Angelinos. Especially the ones hoving inches from Ole Grand’s rear bumper hoping to bully Earl into driving faster.
It took less than ten minutes for the morning sun to heat up the car’s interior. Earl loosened the top button on his denim shirt then rolled down the window trying to get some relief, but all he did was let in more of the hot desert air.
Ian, in the front passenger seat, sat in silence, cradling the cup of juice between his legs and wolfing down the last of his mother's cornbread muffin. Earl had just piloted Ole Grand on to Crenshaw when Ian nonchalantly tossed the muffin wrapper out the car window.
“Hey!” Earl shouted, just before
slamming on the brakes.
A chorus of squealing tires and
blaring horns filled the air.
Earl glanced into the rear view
mirror then motioned with his arm for the cars behind to pass. He then eased
Ole Grand into reverse and backed up, stopping beside Ian's muffin wrapper.
A guy in a red sports car pulled
adjacent to Earl and shouted, "You on drugs or something?" then sped
off with tires smoking. Several cars honked but through it
all Ian continued eating nonchalantly.
“Pick it up, Son!”
Ian gestured apologetically toward
the plastic wrapped sliced apple and cup of juice.
“OK, but I might spill the
breakfast Mom made for me.”
Earl paused for a moment then eased
Ole Grand into park, leapt out, picked up the discarded wrapper and climbed
back into the driver’s seat.
“You cannot leave a mess an' expect
other people to clean it up. Told you that before.”
“Sorry, Dad. It was a terrible
thing to do and I really am sorry. Thanks for picking it up for me. I
appreciate it. I really do.” But between the food that filled his mouth and calliope of blaring car horns, Ian’s apology was barely
audible.
Earl took a deep, calming breath
then eased Ole Grand into gear and drove off.
CHAPTER 13:
Ole Grand pulled onto the dusty
construction site and stopped at the end of a row of battered pick-up trucks
and ancient Japanese compacts, all suffering from various degrees of decay.
Beyond a white paneled construction
trailer lay the cement floors of half dozen single-family houses.
Earl climbed out from behind the
wheel, pushed his hard hat down on his head then hurried to Ole Grand’s trunk.
“Usually carry this myself but...”
Earl pulled the Boss compressor
from the trunk with one hand then motioned toward the coiled hose and Hitachi
nail gun that lay beside the spare tire.
“Race you to the trailer.”
Earl set off at a brisk pace then,
when he was about mid-way, turned and looked back at Ian, who still stood
beside the open trunk, his hands empty.
“Ian! Pick up the hose and gun and
let’s go. Time is money son. Time is money!”
Earl reached the trailer first, set
down his load and knocked. Hector Hernandez, a short Hispanic
man with grey hair at his temples, jerked open the door in the middle of Earl’s
knocking then smiled broadly when he saw who it was.
“Hey, Earl.”
“Morning, Nan. This is my son Ian.
The one I told you about.”
“Good day Ian, son of Earl,” Nan
said with a mildly Oxford accent as he shook Ian's hand.
“You work half as hard as your ole
man and you'll do fine. You see the stairs you're standing on? Your father made
them. He tell you? Best bloody construction trailer stairs I've ever seen.
Usually, we just bust them up when we're finished but I'm thinking of
transporting these with me to the next site.”
Earl blushed. “Nan.”
“No, really, bloody good stairs.”
Nan looked Ian over. “You have work clothes?”
Ian hoisted his gym bag.
“You can change over in that shed
then go see Jamie, the bloke in the yellow hard hat standing by the cement
truck. He’ll get you started.”
Ian walked off, in no greater hurry than he was when he arrived; in fact, he even paused to light up a cigarette.
“Thanks, Nan. He's a good kid. He
just needs a break.”
Nan half smiled, “Got two boys of
my own.”
Earl and Nan spent a few moments
watching Ian walk toward the shed before Nan glanced out onto the site.
“Crane guy wants to start lifting
trusses…two or three-thirty this afternoon…we going to have walls to set them
on?”
“No, problem.”
Earl hurried off, leaving Nan alone
as he watched Ian, son of Earl; make his listless journey toward the shed.
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It was late morning and Ian had
just set down a shoulder load of two by fours, the third delivery he had made
to the guys working on Lot 322, when he looked up and got an idea.
“What do you think you’re doin’
Timmins?” Jamie said in a matter-of-fact tone when he noticed Ian walking
unsteadily atop one of the framed walls.
“Hey, this ain’t so hard,” Ian
shouted.
“Get down Timmins. You fall and
you’re not only likely to break your neck, but someone else’s too.”
Ian did as he was told, but not
before he reached the end of the sixteen-foot section and had nowhere else to
go anyways. Using his pencil, Jamie pointed
towards the uncompleted basement set in the middle of Lot 345.
“Steady those overheads while Carl
and Annie are installing the sewer connection.”
Ian snapped to attention and
saluted.
“Yes, Sir. Officer Jamie. Sir,”
then ambled to the lot, looked down at the two workers and smiled.
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“You guys better do a good job.
Jamie sent me over to supervise.”
Carl and Annie no doubt heard Ian
but chose to ignore Ian who waited a moment or two for a response then sat on a
concrete block and laid his hand reluctantly on the steel I-beam that supported
the pair’s rope pulley. Within minutes, Ian yawned, his
right leg bounced with absentminded energy, and his eyes began to dart from
worker to worker, machine to machine, sky to ground where they fixed on an ant
colony just a few feet away.
Ian’s leg bounced faster as he stared with disdain at the blanket of swarming ants, then when first one then three more of them began scurrying in his direction he glanced about for a weapon – a stone or stick – but there was nothing within reach. When two or three of the ants had raced to within a foot of him, Ian released his grip on the beam, stood and charged his attackers. It was at that moment Carl and Annie began moving a sizable chunk of concrete to correctly position the main feeder. And because of the hunk’s awkward shape, its weight kept shifting and with it the supporting I-beam started to creep, the very thing that Ian was there to prevent, or at least monitor.
The ants were no match for Ian’s fury as the heel of his boot pummeled them again and again until he was satisfied that not one remained alive. The shifting I-beam suddenly caught Ian’s attention. Turning sideways, and diving, he grabbed the beam when it was less than a quarter inch of falling onto the Carl and Annie’s head.
Ian smiled at his great ‘save’, then glanced
about to see if anyone else noticed his heroism.
No one had.
Their task complete, Carl and Annie
released the concrete chunk, taking the strain off the I-beam and allowing Ian
to kick it back to its original position. He then sat back, laid his hand on
the beam and scanned the dusty battleground for survivors.
CHAPTER 14:
Earl used his nail gun to imbed two
more three-and-a-half-inch nails into the top plate of an eight-foot section of
wall then lifted the heavy frame into place. Andy Lightfoot, a stocky,
dark-haired man with SUV-sized hands, clamored up a ladder and began nailing
Earl's section to the one next to it: the last wall of this back split
townhouse.
“Saw your boy this morning,” Andy
called out as he swung his hammer in graceful arcs, expertly driving each nail
home with three, sometimes only two, raps.
“Yep. Name’s Ian and he's kinda
between jobs. Nan said he would give him some work to do round the site.”
“You said he was going to some
religious school up north, didn’t you?”
“No. Trade school.”
“So he’s all finished? He musta
been there two, three…
“Four years.”
“Four! So he came though it all
right?”
“Came through what?”
“School.”
"Yep. And, I'm thinking he
might just follow in his ole man's footsteps. I remember the first time he got
into my toolbox. Picked up a tape an’ started measuring things. Wanda said he's
bound to have wood flowing through his veins somewhere. My father was a
carpenter an’ his ole man’s a carpenter so it stands to reason. Then again,
he'll probably turn out to be a dentist.”
Earl and Andy laughed with the ease
of old friends as they continued working.
A few moments later, Ian, a
cigarette dangling from his lips, sauntered around the corner of an adjacent,
nearly completed duplex, bending to pick up the occasional scrap of wood.
“How's it going champ?”
“OK.”
Earl, who had been kneeling on the
ground tightening floor anchor bolts, struggled to his feet, fighting the
stiffness in his right knee, then smiled and waved to get Andy’s attention.
“This is my boy.”
“Ian, Mr. Lightfoot."
Andy wiped his dusty hand on his
pants then reached down from atop the skeletal wall and shook Ian's with
unreturned warmth.
“Nice to meet you, Ian.”
“Hey! Timmins junior!” Jamie's
voice was loud and impatient. And, although Earl and Andy turned toward Jamie
immediately, Ian was the last to look.
Jamie stood about forty yards away making broad sweeping
motions over the littered ground.
“Thought you said you already
picked up this crap.”
Andy turned and climbed his ladder
while Earl smiled, a little embarrassed, and whispered, "See you later
son," then knelt on the ground and resumed his work.
“Comin'!,” Ian shouted reluctantly.
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Ian's arms were half-full of
miscellaneous bits and pieces of scrap wood when he came across someone's
orange plastic toolbox. A shiny, brass cigarette lighter sat on the top tray.
The Harley Davidson logo gleamed in the mid-day sun. Ian glanced about to see
if anyone was watching then snatched it from the toolbox. It was still nestled
in his hand when someone spoke from close by.
“Heard you killed a guy.”
Ian spun around to find Shawn, one
of the cement guys, standing a few feet away. Shawn carried a battered shovel perched atop his right
shoulder. Grey dust coated his blue overalls. The sprinkling seemed heaviest on
his face where the dust had matted atop the scraggly patches of hair on his
upper lip and chin.
Ian was certain that Shawn saw him
take the lighter from the toolbox yet nothing in the man’s eyes communicated
blame, nothing in his voice sounded accusatory.
“Yeah? Where’d you get that?”
“My buddy is one of the electricians
on the site. Said he did some time at Moslow when you was there. So you did or
didn’t kill a guy?
“Yeah.”
“Fight?”
“Yeah. Sort of.”
“Cool.”
Shawn extended his hand abruptly.
“Shawn.”
Ian reached out hesitantly.
“Ian Timmins.”
“Cool. See ya.”
And with that and nothing more,
Shawn ambled off, whistling a merry tune through his pursed lips.
Ian watched Shawn depart then
resumed picking up scraps of wood, but with renewed enthusiasm as he headed
toward the Johnny-on-the-Spot.
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Ian winced from the smell as he
stepped into the portable toilet and pulled the flimsy door closed. But the
gut-wrenching stench of heated, week-old feces and urine was soon forgotten
when he flicked the lighter and a thin orange flame shot into the air, hissing
angrily. Ian raised the lighter to eye level and watched his old friend with a
childish glee that prevented him from even noticing the annoying two-note
melody played over and over by a nearby horn.
“Coffee truck,” someone shouted, then another voice, further in the distance repeated “coffee truck,” then another voice and another until gradually the spell was broken. Ian smiled as he eased the lighter into his pant’s pocket.
Lunchtime on a construction site is always a casual affair. Workers with hangovers from the night before, or drug addicts, and noontime nappers usually retire to their vehicles for privacy and solace. The remainder of the dusty crew generally congregates in whichever area offers the most noontime shade. Workers not afraid of gambling with the well-being of their digestive tract patronize the coffee truck, everyone else brings their lunch. Career trades people like Earl and Andy have coolers that double as stools, while the greenhorns carry their lunch in plastic shopping bags and sit on whatever piece of machinery or scrap of building material is available. Today the staff dining lounge was in the living room of Lot 351, a back split with three quarters of its plywood under-flooring already installed. Earl was the second to arrive, a half-dozen others, all customers of the coffee wagon, began trickling in soon after. In all there were perhaps a dozen, all men except for one woman. Each of them found something to sit on although Earl didn’t think that the electrician sitting on the pile of framing scraps looked very comfortable. Ian was one of the last to arrive. He entered without making a sound then smiled sheepishly at any of the workers who looked up although most didn’t.
Earl’s face lit up immediately when he finally noticed Ian.
“How’s it going Son?”
“Great Dad,” Ian replied then sat beside his father and began eating the sandwich his mother packed for him.
Bucky, a carpenter like Earl, cleared his throat then continued the sentence he started before Ian arrived, “So anyway. There’s no way that more than a couple countries in the world still use imperial measurement.”
"Naw. I don’t think it's that many. Pretty well just the U.S.,” said Tommy-Tunes, a name the other workers gave him because he spent some much time watching cartoons on his cell-phone.
Amed, a roofer with a thick accent, swallowed his mouthful of pizza then shouted something that, although in English, was undecipherable. So, as is often the case, his friend Vladimir, a Russian immigrant, translated.
“He said, ‘When did Canada change anyway? Must have been 1992?”
Ian spoke almost matter-of-factly, “ the bill switching us to metric was introduced by Prime Minister Trudeau in 1970.”
Earl who had been staring at the recently installed floor and renewing his hatred of nailing guns because of how they chewed up perfectly good plywood, suddenly looked up and beamed.
“Very good son!”
Ian looked up from his sandwich, noticed the impression he had made on his co-workers, blushed, then muttered, “We learned it in school.”
“Should have done it in 1870 if you ask me. Math is way easier in metric,” Bucky added.
“And your dick is bigger in metric.” Ian said then laughed nervously.
The chorus of “Uhhhh!” was long and deep. It wasn’t very often that Bucky got put down so completely, no neatly, that everyone was impressed.
Everyone except Bucky.
“Say again!”
Ian saw Bucky stand but didn’t dare raise his eyes. Four years at Moslow had taught him that lesson well.
“No I just mean that the numbers are higher in metric so...”
Earl had heard stories about Bucky so he new that he had to diffuse the situation quickly.
“So Cappy, did those trusses eventually settle down?”
Cappy, a framing carpenter with only eight fingers, refused to answer, hoping that a slugfest starring Bucky and the new kid would provide some much need lunchtime entertainment.
“Cappy?” Earl repeated.
By then Bucky was beginning to have doubts whether he had a justifiable excuse for killing Timmins junior, which he probably didn’t want to do anyway, just out of respect for Earl who was, in Bucky’s words, “a stand up guy.”
Since the show as obviously never going to happen, Cappy figured that he might as well answer.
“Suppose that means you want me to have a look?,” then stood with all the energy and enthusiasm of an eighty-year-old. Muttering “Fuck me,” as he shuffled toward the yet-to-be-installed front door.
By then their thirty minute lunch was pretty well over so the workers began to drift away, singly or in pairs until only Earl and Ian remained.
“That was pretty impressive you knowing all that stuff about metric.”
“Yeah. Those college kids got nothin’ on me.”
“We missed you son. Your mother and I. We missed you.”
“Missed you too Dad.”
“You know if you ever want to talk about that place I’m always willing to listen.”
Ian shrugged his shoulders, “Nothing really to talk about.”
The court appointed psychologist had told Earl that sons traditionally had more difficulty expressing their inner feelings to their fathers than to their mothers and that Earl needed to be more open and make the effort to facilitate communication with Ian. The doctor was probably right, after all she was an expert.
It was nearly three months ago that he and Wanda learned the date and time Ian was going to be parole, and from that moment Earl resolved to be ‘more open and initiate communication’. His first efforts did not meet with success however.
“Will you shut the fuck up Earl! What’s gotten into you? Christ! You talk more than my teenage girl!” Cappy said on the second day of Earl’s ‘communication campaign’.
By the fourth day Earl had gotten the feeling that guys on the site were avoiding having to work with him so Earl decided to shift his campaign closer to home. But even Wanda was not impressed by his efforts.
“Earl Timmins will you please shut up. I’m trying to watch the show.”
It was at that point that he figured that the psychologist was probably only referring to father and son communication.
“Your mother makes a mean bacon and tomato sandwich.”
“Sure does. You take your lunch time pill Dad?”
Earl laughed that hardy laugh of his then dug down into his lunch box and retrieved the clear plastic bottle that contained his blood pressure medication.
“Don’t know what I’d do without you and your mother keeping me honest.”
“Coffee truck,” someone shouted, then another voice, further in the distance repeated “coffee truck,” then another voice and another until gradually the spell was broken. Ian smiled as he eased the lighter into his pant’s pocket.
Lunchtime on a construction site is always a casual affair. Workers with hangovers from the night before, or drug addicts, and noontime nappers usually retire to their vehicles for privacy and solace. The remainder of the dusty crew generally congregates in whichever area offers the most noontime shade. Workers not afraid of gambling with the well-being of their digestive tract patronize the coffee truck, everyone else brings their lunch. Career trades people like Earl and Andy have coolers that double as stools, while the greenhorns carry their lunch in plastic shopping bags and sit on whatever piece of machinery or scrap of building material is available. Today the staff dining lounge was in the living room of Lot 351, a back split with three quarters of its plywood under-flooring already installed. Earl was the second to arrive, a half-dozen others, all customers of the coffee wagon, began trickling in soon after. In all there were perhaps a dozen, all men except for one woman. Each of them found something to sit on although Earl didn’t think that the electrician sitting on the pile of framing scraps looked very comfortable. Ian was one of the last to arrive. He entered without making a sound then smiled sheepishly at any of the workers who looked up although most didn’t.
Earl’s face lit up immediately when he finally noticed Ian.
“How’s it going Son?”
“Great Dad,” Ian replied then sat beside his father and began eating the sandwich his mother packed for him.
Bucky, a carpenter like Earl, cleared his throat then continued the sentence he started before Ian arrived, “So anyway. There’s no way that more than a couple countries in the world still use imperial measurement.”
"Naw. I don’t think it's that many. Pretty well just the U.S.,” said Tommy-Tunes, a name the other workers gave him because he spent some much time watching cartoons on his cell-phone.
Amed, a roofer with a thick accent, swallowed his mouthful of pizza then shouted something that, although in English, was undecipherable. So, as is often the case, his friend Vladimir, a Russian immigrant, translated.
“He said, ‘When did Canada change anyway? Must have been 1992?”
Ian spoke almost matter-of-factly, “ the bill switching us to metric was introduced by Prime Minister Trudeau in 1970.”
Earl who had been staring at the recently installed floor and renewing his hatred of nailing guns because of how they chewed up perfectly good plywood, suddenly looked up and beamed.
“Very good son!”
Ian looked up from his sandwich, noticed the impression he had made on his co-workers, blushed, then muttered, “We learned it in school.”
“Should have done it in 1870 if you ask me. Math is way easier in metric,” Bucky added.
“And your dick is bigger in metric.” Ian said then laughed nervously.
The chorus of “Uhhhh!” was long and deep. It wasn’t very often that Bucky got put down so completely, no neatly, that everyone was impressed.
Everyone except Bucky.
“Say again!”
Ian saw Bucky stand but didn’t dare raise his eyes. Four years at Moslow had taught him that lesson well.
“No I just mean that the numbers are higher in metric so...”
Earl had heard stories about Bucky so he new that he had to diffuse the situation quickly.
“So Cappy, did those trusses eventually settle down?”
Cappy, a framing carpenter with only eight fingers, refused to answer, hoping that a slugfest starring Bucky and the new kid would provide some much need lunchtime entertainment.
“Cappy?” Earl repeated.
By then Bucky was beginning to have doubts whether he had a justifiable excuse for killing Timmins junior, which he probably didn’t want to do anyway, just out of respect for Earl who was, in Bucky’s words, “a stand up guy.”
Since the show as obviously never going to happen, Cappy figured that he might as well answer.
“Suppose that means you want me to have a look?,” then stood with all the energy and enthusiasm of an eighty-year-old. Muttering “Fuck me,” as he shuffled toward the yet-to-be-installed front door.
By then their thirty minute lunch was pretty well over so the workers began to drift away, singly or in pairs until only Earl and Ian remained.
“That was pretty impressive you knowing all that stuff about metric.”
“Yeah. Those college kids got nothin’ on me.”
“We missed you son. Your mother and I. We missed you.”
“Missed you too Dad.”
“You know if you ever want to talk about that place I’m always willing to listen.”
Ian shrugged his shoulders, “Nothing really to talk about.”
The court appointed psychologist had told Earl that sons traditionally had more difficulty expressing their inner feelings to their fathers than to their mothers and that Earl needed to be more open and make the effort to facilitate communication with Ian. The doctor was probably right, after all she was an expert.
It was nearly three months ago that he and Wanda learned the date and time Ian was going to be parole, and from that moment Earl resolved to be ‘more open and initiate communication’. His first efforts did not meet with success however.
“Will you shut the fuck up Earl! What’s gotten into you? Christ! You talk more than my teenage girl!” Cappy said on the second day of Earl’s ‘communication campaign’.
By the fourth day Earl had gotten the feeling that guys on the site were avoiding having to work with him so Earl decided to shift his campaign closer to home. But even Wanda was not impressed by his efforts.
“Earl Timmins will you please shut up. I’m trying to watch the show.”
It was at that point that he figured that the psychologist was probably only referring to father and son communication.
“Your mother makes a mean bacon and tomato sandwich.”
“Sure does. You take your lunch time pill Dad?”
Earl laughed that hardy laugh of his then dug down into his lunch box and retrieved the clear plastic bottle that contained his blood pressure medication.
“Don’t know what I’d do without you and your mother keeping me honest.”
Earl kept his eye on Ian the remainder of the day. Not so that Ian would notice. Earl didn’t want his son to think he was spying. And he certainly didn’t want his son to think that his father was worried about him – that was his mother’s job. Still, Earl had noticed a change in his son long before ‘the incident’ four years ago. As a boy, Ian had a smile that could light up a room but early in his teen years that smile – his mother’s smile really – was increasingly replaced by a cold and distant stare and unexplained fits of anger .
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Over the years, they never missed a
visit. At first, Ian seemed genuinely happy to see them, then as the bass beat
of time droned on Earl got the feeling from Ian’s droll expression and
lingering periods of silence that their visits were more of a burden to Ian
than a joyous family get-together. Earl didn't dare bring up the subject with
Wanda, so he had no idea whether she noticed it too, but he doubted it.
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When Ian was first sent to Moslow, Earl
and Wanda visited him every Sunday for nearly six months. But when Ian
complained that their frequent visits disrupted his exercise schedule they cut
it back to twice, then once a month – the first Sunday to make it easy to
remember.
It was a day that Earl and Wanda looked
forward to. The afternoon before their visit Earl washed the car and vacuumed
the inside. That night, Wanda made egg salad sandwiches, Earl's favourite but
insisted on making them with whole wheat bread, which he despised. She was
careful to pack several servings of vegetables and fruit – both important for
people their age. To drink on the long, hot trip, she brought lunchbox-sized
containers of vegetable juice, although Earl always complained that the stuff
had the consistency of coagulated blood and needed salt. Fifteen minutes before
the beginning of their journey, Earl filled the picnic cooler with ice while
Wanda slipped the sandwiches, veggies and fruit into plastic bags and buried
them deep in the icy bath. She already had Earl's noontime medication in her
purse from the night before.
They always left at 5 a.m. – sharp, for
the six-hour drive up the Interstate 5 to Sacramento, then west to Moslow.
Visiting hours were from 8 a.m. to 2:30 p.m. If there were no serious accidents
on the highway, and there rarely were, they arrived by 11:30 or 12. Wanda
didn't drive though she had her license. She didn't like highways. Said
everything moved too fast for her liking. So Earl bore the all the driving
duties. He told her he didn’t mind, and probably didn’t.
Considering the distance, their journey
went pretty quickly as he and Wanda talked and played trivia games and listened
to the radio. After the first couple of trips, Wanda made a handy list of their
favorite radio stations; where their signal coverage began, and where it
started to fade.
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Earl and Philly, a carpenter Nan hired
after Ole Roscoe broke his wrist, worked the whole afternoon framing the units
on Lot 309 and 311. Roscoe was a crackerjack worker and an OK guy, but he was
always telling the same stories, intermingled with the same jokes, day after
day. Neither of which were mildly
interesting or funny, even the first time.
It was in the middle of Philly’s story
about his wedding night that Earl found himself replaying the various versions
of Ian’s smile. Ian’s beach smile. His camping smile. His gardening smile.
Everyone of his birthday smiles. The eight-millimeter images raced through
his brain at 24 frames per second in a continuous loop of joy until the past
had not only erased all vestiges of the present concerns.
By 4:30 the lazy afternoon sun was
casting long, lanky shadows across the sandy soil and a slight breeze, drifting
over the beach community of Santa Monica, had cooled the desert air
significantly. Ian had already changed into his street clothes and was busy
pacing a circular pattern beside Ole Grand when Earl arrived.
“Well, another day, another dollar. How'd
it go, son?”
“No problemo.”
“So we ready to go home? Got the whole
weekend to relax an’...”
“Think I'll take in a movie. Can you jus'
drop me off in the Marina on your way home?”
“Sure. You want company? Haven't seen a
good movie in a long...”
“Thanks, Dad but it's really not your
kinda picture.”
“No problem.”
And with that Earl set his toolbox into
Ole Grand's cavernous trunk then opened the driver's door and lowered his frame
into the front bench seat, still covered with the original black ranchero
premium seat fabric.
“Ahh. That feels good.”
“You're sure champ? I'll treat.”
“Maybe next time Dad.”
“No problem.”
Earl sighed quietly, then fired up Ole
Grand, waited a few seconds for the 302 c.i., V-8 engine to warm up then eased
the gear lever into drive and headed toward the gated construction site
entrance.------
The white-hot afternoon sun had grown
tired and stooped by the time Earl steered Ole Grand off the southbound 405 and
onto 90 west but had lost none of its glory as it bathed the landscape with a
fiery glow. It was a picture perfect sunset, the kind that elevated Kodachrome
25 to near mythical status among photographers. On the ocean’s ruler straight
horizon, the sun put a spectacular show as it slowly sank into its watery grave
off the shore of Marina Del Rey.
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It began in 1887 as the grand vision of
real estate developer M.C. Wicks. He had the idea of turning a section of Playa
del Rey into a major commercial harbor and invested $300,000 to make that dream
come to life. It didn’t, and Wicks declared bankruptcy three years later. But
the area remained popular with duck hunters until around 1950 when the Los
Angeles Country Board of Supervisors decided to have another look at the area,
possibly as a recreational small-craft harbor. In April 1965, Marina del Rey
was formally dedicated. The boat slips, more than six thousand of them at last
count, still exist although they now have been relegated to obscurity behind a
wall of million-dollar condos, expensive restaurants, and cutesy shops.
Earl guided Ole Grand into the open-air
parking lot of Villa Marina Marketplace and pulled to a stop outside the United
Artists theatre.
“My stop,” Ian announced, before throwing
open his door and leaping out.
Earl struggled to remove the wallet from
his back pocket then flipped it open and handed Ian twenty of the thirty
dollars nestled amid the receipts, photos, credit cards and other miscellaneous
documents that over the years had inflated Earl's wallet to obese proportions.
“Hope this is enough to cover the movie
and...you know...grab something to eat.”
Ian snatched the money from his father's
hand and tucked it into his front pocket.
“Thanks, Dad.”
“You’re welcome,” Earl replied then slid
a shiny new key off the spiral ring that held his keys.
“Oh, and an extra house key. So you can
get back in tonight.”
“Thanks, I really appreciate it.”
Ian smiled one last time then turned and
began walking away.
“Call me if you change your mind about
the movie. Gonna get the stuff ready for our big fishing trip tomorrow morning.
Santa Monica Pier OK?”
It was doubtful that Ian ever heard much
of what his father said but waved his approval nevertheless, then joined the
early evening crowd, his prison-honed swagger, crude tattoos, and black leather
demeanor blending in about as well as would a backwoods cowboy at a hip-hop
concert.
CHAPTER 15:
The movie didn’t start for another hour
so Ian decided to take a walk, looking for something decent to eat that wasn’t
too fancy or expensive.
A restaurant, named Aunt Lizzies Soul
Food Porch, caught his eye, but after glancing through the front window he
decided that he didn’t like the look of the place. After four years of prison,
he’d had enough of those people.
A few feet away was a fast food joint
called Koo Koo Roos, so he wandered in. He was still trying to make sense of
all the items on the menu board when the tall Chinese kid behind the cash
register asked, “Can I help you?”
Ian didn’t like the way the snotty nosed
rich kid spoke to him but he also didn’t want the kid to think he was one of
those people who were too stupid to make up their mind, so Ian picked the first
item in the menu.
“Ahhh. Haaaand carrrrved turkey
sandwich.”
The rich kid jabbed the cash register
three times with his forefinger then asked, “White, whole grain, or sourdough?”
“White,” Ian replied – he didn’t like
fancy bread – never did.
“Drink?”
“What?”
“Would you like anything to drink?”
By now the rich kid was pissing Ian off,
so he figured he'd play with the fool, “Yeah, gin and tonic, an’ hold the
tonic,” Ian shot back. But the rich kid didn’t get the joke.
Probably too stupid.
“Jus a Coke!,” Ian added.
After four or five pokes with his finger
the rich kid announced, “That will be ten dollars and twenty-five cents.”
Holy fuck! Ian thought to himself. More
than half of the twenty gone in one shot! But Ian was careful not to show
surprise or annoyance. He didn’t want the rich kid to think that he wasn’t good
for the $10.25. So Ian casually handed the Chinese kid his father’s limp twenty
then pocketed the change.
“Nice jacket,” Gloria said to Ian as he
stepped in front of her three-foot wide station, which, according to the
overhead sign, was called “dress it up!”.
“Thanks,” replied Ian after a brief, but
unsuccessful, attempt to find something more substantial to say.
A ‘Dressing Specialist’, Gloria pulled on
her clear plastic gloves, then, with her hands poised over Ian’s naked sandwich,
asked, "And what would you like on your Hand Carved Turkey?"
“Everything, but no onions or hot peppers
and lots of mayonnaise…please.”
Ian loved mayonnaise. He loved the milky
white look of it. He loved the creamy taste of it.
Mayonnaise was a bi-annual addition to
the menu at Moslow, appearing every Thanksgiving and Christmas. On the other
three hundred and sixty-three days of the year the inmates had to make do with
the sickly yellow government surplus margarine that the cooking staff shoveled
out of twenty-gallon tubs.
Gloria grabbed the tall plastic bottle in
her slippery palm and squeezed, making several circles of mayonnaise before the
bottle farted an air bubble. A second squeeze, two more full circles, then
Gloria closed up her creation, wrapped it in wax paper, and set it on his tray.
“Thanks… Gloria,” Ian blurted out while trying to make eye
contact. But Gloria was staring at the overhead monitor, struggling to
understand the next customer’s order. She did, however, manage a limp, “You’re welcome.
Enjoy.”
Scanning the mostly empty dining area,
Ian decided to sit at a table across the aisle from one occupied by four guys,
all about his age, who were in the middle of a heated debate about last night's
basketball game.
Ian smiled and nodded to the group as he
sat, but none of the guys noticed. Nor did they pay any attention to Ian, who
soon gave up any hope of striking up a conversation.
Ian finished his sandwich in less than a
minute, glanced at the guys once more then stood and walked out of Koo Koo
Roos. He was still early for the movie, but he figured he’d go in anyway, just
to make sure he got a good seat. He was in line, three back from the ticket
booth, when he realized that admission after 6 p.m. was $9.80 with tax. He was
five cents short. No problem, he thought to himself. He could find that much in
a newspaper box or lying on the sidewalk, so Ian stepped out of line, lit up a
cigarette and began walking.
Looking north, Ian didn’t see much but a
solid wall of townhouses, so he decided to go south along Mindanao. He had
already checked all the newspaper boxes in the plaza and came up empty. Ian
walked through the lights at the 90 freeway, then turned right at Admiralty.
There wasn't much in the way of scenery. No coins either unless he counted the
chewed up Mexican Centavo that he found at the curb. But Ian continued walking,
passing the time by trying to identify the makes and models of the cars that
whizzed past him.
He even impressed himself, naming every
one except a couple of new Japanese sedans. One, a BMW 520i, looked just like
the one he had in his scrapbook. Even the same colour. Occasionally a sweaty
jogger or jaunty senior pasted him but mostly he had the sidewalk to himself.
Nobody walks in Los Angeles.
Ian’s left heel was beginning to blister
so he paused in front of the Marina Waterside Center, an open-air mish-mash of
restaurants, clothing stores and coffee shops. It took a couple tugs before Ian
managed to pull the problematic creases out of his left sock. He had his foot
back into his boot when the blast of a car horn shattered the night air. Ian
looked up to find a new red Miata racing straight toward him while the driver
waved for Ian to get out of the way. Ian glanced about, noticed that he was
standing in the middle of the plaza’s driveway, then took two quick steps to
the side. The Miata rocketed into the parking lot and squealed to a stop beside
a group of teens, mostly girls, standing in front of the Rainbow Acres Natural
Juice Bar. The teens surrounded the driver, a guy about Ian’s age, asking a lot
of questions about the car. A couple of the girls amused themselves by running
their fingers over the Miata’s glossy red body.
Ian continued walking for a short
distance but stopped when he spotted a racing-yellow Ferrari Dino parked at the
curb. He swerved off the sidewalk, drawn magnetically to the car. At first he
was content to admire it from a distance but, noticing that no one was around,
he began walking clockwise around the car, each revolution bringing him closer
and closer until he was less than a foot from the driver's window. Ian cupped
his hands around his eyes and leaned toward the driver’s side to get a better
view of the interior but the thief alarm, activated by his touch, began to
wail.
Ian jumped back then scampered off,
laughing.
Thirty minutes had passed since Ian began
his search; even if he found the change he needed, there was no way that he
could make it back to the theatre in time, so Ian decided to save his money for
another time and just go for a leisurely stroll, maybe look at the yachts.
Although the streets of Marina Del Ray
are expertly laid out, they can still be a little confusing so when Ian
eventually became lost he stopped in the middle of the sidewalk, turned left
then right then left again, trying to figure out in which direction was the
water.
It was a baby’s piercing cry that caused
Ian to turn then watch as a man and woman, him taking up the rear, and her in
the lead, pushing a stroller, walked toward a steel grey Mercedes E330 parked
about twenty yards away. The couple was still ten or so feet from their
Mercedes when the man aimed his remote and unlocked the doors.
Ian was about to turn away when he
noticed the woman set her purse on the car roof while she and the man began to
empty the stroller of diapers, bottles, wet naps and all the other
paraphernalia that small children require.
“Jack. Jack Caufey!” The grey haired, middle-aged man called
out from beside his car, parked a hundred or so feet away.
Jack smiled and waved back.
Jack didn’t know Sammy well. The guy
worked for that asshole Burber in the commodities department. Still, Sammy
seemed like a nice enough guy and although Jack had no intention of shooting
the shit, he didn’t mind saying hello and maybe spending a minute or two in
polite small talk.
“Hey Sammy.”
“Back in a sec,” Jack said to his wife.
"Bobby is tired and so am I,” she
said in a whinny tone.
“And he'd be home by now if we hadn't
spent the past hour listening to your great-uncle Saul wax nostalgically about
all manner of bull shit. I said I'd be back in a second.”
Ian broke into a smile as he watched Jack
leave his wife and hurry toward his friend. A quick scan of the area revealed
that there was no one in the immediate vicinity so, approaching from the woman’s
blind side, Ian crept closer to the Mercedes until he was only a car away.
Still unaware of his presence, the woman lifted the still crying baby from his
stroller, set him on the rear car seat, then struggled to buckle him in. Ian
hunched over then sprinted up behind the woman and reached for the purse.
It was only a brief movement in the
corner of her eye, but it was enough to get the woman’s attention. She turned
and saw Ian immediately as he grabbed her purse then darted toward Admiralty
Boulevard.
“Hey!” she shouted then stood abruptly,
whacking her head on the doorframe.
Grimacing in pain, she pointed toward Ian.
Her shout of “Stop thief!” got her
husband’s attention immediately and he took off in pursuit of Ian but the badly
out of shape Jack was soon passed by a group of four teenagers who had also
heard her cry and took up the chase.
Ian crossed Admiralty and turned east on
Mindanao. He wasn’t a better runner than the guys chasing him, but he was just
as fast so he managed to stay ahead of them. Ian figured that he’d lead his
pursuers into the heavy traffic, then, when they weren't looking, he'd change
direction and lose them in the trees and bushes on the east side of the wide
boulevard. A sharp left around the dwarf palm coming up and he would have had a
clear shot at the street but just before Ian turned he saw two more guys coming
from the opposite direction. So instead, Ian made a sudden right, so sudden
that the leather soles of his cowboy boots slipped and he skidded to the ground
with the grace of a hapless minor leaguer trying to slide into home. Ian
managed to stand but before he could continue running two guys tackled him
hard. Ian skidded, face first, to the rough asphalt, grinding the skin off his
chin and knuckles. Suddenly they were all over him, punching at his body and
tearing at his clothes.
“Fuck you guys!” Ian shouted just before
a fist split his lip and somebody jerked the woman’s purse out of his hand.
Ian learned from prison not to fight back
in these situations so he just curled up to protect his face and ribs and waited while
the blows rained down on him. Suddenly, some breathless guy shouted,
“Stop it!”
And they did.
Ian's left eye was now swollen shut but
through his right he could see that he was surrounded by four or five guys,
their faces sheathed in darkness. Whoever shouted for them to stop was still
about twenty yards away, and through the blood, Ian thought that it looked like
the Jack guy. At the same time he suddenly realized that none of his attackers
seemed to be paying much attention to him so he flexed the muscles in his legs
to see if either one was broken then leapt to his feet and ran like hell. Ian
couldn't afford to look over his shoulder but from the volume of the footsteps
he knew that his pursuers weren’t very far behind.
As Ian ran around the corner of the
Corinthian Yacht Club's building, he suddenly found himself facing a sweeping
harbor of glistening, black water. Once over the chain link fence he tried
climbing aboard a nearby cabin cruiser but the moment his foot touched the deck
an onboard burglar alarm began wailing.
Meanwhile, the staccato beat of his pursuers’ shoes on the
floating wooden dock grew nearer, and louder.
Ian was boxed in on three sides, which
left only one avenue of escape.
Although his parents had enrolled him in
lessons, Ian never learned to swim, partially because he hated water. Pool
water burned his eyes and tasted foul; ocean water, which he had only
encountered once before, gave him the creeps with all that fish and sharks and
seaweed floating around. Just the thought of being in the ocean, vulnerable to
attack, blind to what was below, made his stomach churn. But he also recognized
that the oily black water directly in front of him represented his only hope.
So, as the horde of thundering feet approached, Ian took a deep breath, pinched
his nose and leaped, feet first, into the mighty Pacific.
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The first thing that Ian noticed, after
breaking through the surface and plummeting down into the water like a hapless
juggernaut, was the thick silence, then sudden cold as the icy water enveloped
his aching body.
It was hard for Ian to tell if he was
still sinking, rising, or stationary. He couldn't remember somersaulting when
he hit the water so he figured that up should still be over his head, but he
was just guessing.
Ian’s attackers must have kicked out a
tooth or two because his mouth was filling up with thick liquid and it wasn't
water. He was afraid to swallow, just in case he choked, something he figured
wouldn't be a good thing to do underwater, so he just tried to hold the pool of
blood in his mouth until he reached the surface. It took three kicks of his
legs before his head broke the surface and took several deep breaths of the
cool evening air before conducting a quick inventory.
Jacket.
Lighter still in his pants pocket.
Cap. Gone.
“Fuck! He was here a second ago.” One of
his attackers shouted.
Ian’s eyes darted right and then left
with out seeing a single one of them. Only heavy wood posts and the water’s rippling
surface.
It was then he realized that he had
resurfaced under one of the docks.
Suddenly the heavy thuds of six or seven
people's feet began pounding a frenzied tempo on the dock. The mob had evidently grown.
“Let's split up. You guys go north, along the esplanade, and
the three of us will head south as far as the traffic light.”
Ian wrapped his arms around one of the
moss-coated posts and waited until the wooden planks above fell silent. Then,
cautiously, almost meekly, he peeked out from his refuge. He couldn't see
anyone, but that didn't mean that he had a chance in hell of making it to a
transit stop and onto a bus without being seen. Nor could he stay much longer
in the water, his legs were beginning to cramp.
Through his one good eye, Ian though he
could see something floating in the distance, a green light at one end and a
red light at the other. Ian figured it was a boat, hopefully, deserted. He
didn’t have much choice anyway, further from shore was the only route he could
take without running the risk of meeting his attackers again. So Ian peeked out
from under the dock once more, then began paddling out to sea, often choking on
the diesel-fouled ocean water that lapped into his mouth.
16:
Katie disliked calling her father. So,
even before she started dialing she would hope that luck would be with her
today and the Veterans Administration Hospital's phone system would be out of
service, or her dad would be in physio or napping, or her cell phone battery
would die. But this, the last few hours of her undistinguished life, were going
to be devoid of luck for …
FULLER, Kathleen Christyne, née Viceroy,
long time resident of Marina del Rey. Born December 25, 1946, loving mother of
Jason, devoted daughter of Ellen (deceased) and James. Died suddenly June 18,
1992, on her beloved cabin cruiser, the Sufferin’ Succotash.
“Three North, Nurse Lamport speaking.”
Katie switched the heavy Motorola cell to her
right ear, leaned back against the aging deck cushion, and swung her feet atop
the five-gallon ice cream tub she used as a footstool. For the past twelve
years, the cabin cruiser’s single room living quarters had served as her
bedroom, kitchen, office, library, and sanctuary from her ex-boyfriend, as well
as the rest of the world.
“Hi Nancy, it's Katie. Is Dad around?”
“Oh hi, Mrs. Fuller. I saw him just a few
minutes ago. Let me check his room.”
Katie always treated the staff with
respect and courtesy, something she rarely got during her thirty years as an
emergency nurse at USC Medical Center. Thirty years of gunshots, stabbings,
domestic assaults, car accidents, heart attacks, and wailing kids. Thirty years
of “Nurse!” this and “Nurse!” that. Thirty years of being treated like a flunky
by doctors. She got out as soon as she could and although early retirement only
paid thirty percent of her full pension, that and her first husband's life
insurance policy were enough to live on, if she was careful.
Even though the telephone was lying on the
nursing station desk, about thirty or so feet from the common room, Katie could
still hear the party room’s television blaring. Nearly all the patients in the
VA Hospital in Westwood were veterans of WW II and all were well into their
late 70s and 80s and either partly or completely deaf. Two of the patients on
her father's floor, Mr. Kramer, a veteran of Korea, and Jeff Collins, a Viet
Nam vet, probably had normal hearing, but both of them were always heavily
sedated and spent their days in their beds staring at nothing in particular.
“Hello, hello.”
Mr. Viceroy’s voice cracked from fatigue and disuse.
“Hi Dad, its Katie."
“Hello, Dear.”
“Just called to see how you’re doing.”
“Oh, I'm OK. Food's not getting any better and
that jackass roommate of mine keeps calling me Jimmy, but other…Oh and the
nurse said that my blood pressure was a bit high last Thursday or was it
Friday? But other than that I'm OK. How's my grandson?”
“Last time I spoke to Jason he said he was fine.
Exams are coming up so he's spending a lot of time in the library.”
“Well, why don't you just keep more books on the
boat, buy a decent set of encyclopedias, that way he doesn't have to take that
stupid dinghy back and forth to shore.”
Her father used to have such a sharp mind that
it hurt her to hear him talk like that.
“Jason's not living on the boat with me any
more. He's in residence at the University of Toronto, in Canada.”
“I know where Toronto is. Well, when did he
leave? And how come he never said goodbye?”
“He did, maybe you just don't remember.”
“I remember everything just fine thank you. If
he said goodbye you can be damn sure I would have remembered.”
A silence fell between them while Katie
struggled to think of something to say.
“Hello? You still there?”
“I'm here Dad.”
“He take that dog with him to Canada?”
Mr. Viceroy always referred to Diefenbaker as
“that dog”.
Katie bought Dief, as she called him, full grown
from the Union Street Animal Shelter when Dief was nearly four years old. A
PG&E meter reader found the battered and bloodied dog chained to a post in
the backyard of a seemingly deserted house on his route. The half collie and
half mongrel spent two weeks in the Shelter’s infirmary recovering from his
wounds. Katie couldn’t imagine anyone taking out his or her anger on a poor
defenseless animal.
Katie and Dief got along from the moment they
met and had been constant companions since he joined Katie onboard the
Sufferin’ Succotash, Katie's thirty-one-foot floating monument to duct tape and
waterproof caulking.
“His name's Diefenbaker Dad and no, Dief is my
dog, so he didn't go with Jason.”
“Don't know why you need a dog. Small boat like
that. A dog needs exercise.”
“It’s OK Dad. Dief loves to swim and he takes good care of me.”
Her father was becoming belligerent; he always
did toward the end of their conversations but only recently. When she was a
child, she and Dad used to lie on the soft, green grass in the back yard and
stare up at the sky, just watching the clouds drift past. They'd talk about
lizards, locomotives, liars and life. He’d answer every question she’d ask, and
she had plenty. But that was long ago and ‘long agos’ were just that and
nothing more.
“Anyway Dad, just called to see if you are OK.
You need anything?”
“I need to get out of this God-damned cursed
place.”
“Soon as the doctor says that you are well
enough to go home. OK?”
“Don't have much choice, now do I?”
“Night Dad.”
“Night,” and then she heard him hang up.
Their conversations always ended in the same
tragic mini-play. The dialogue began with him wanting to leave the hospital and
ended with her promising that he could as soon as the doctor said that he was
well enough. But they both knew that he would never leave that place alive.
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Bedtime was a bit of a routine for Katie
and Dief. At nine-thirty, Katie
sent him up the stairs to the deck to do his business in the dog potty while
Katie filled the kettle and set it on the propane stove for her nightly cup of
Twinning, raspberry tea with a dash of rum. Katie and Dief were usually in
their beds by ten. That evening they were twelve minutes behind schedule by the
time Dief curled up on his lemon-meringue-yellow beach towel and Katie climbed
into her bunk, protected from the evening chill by her floor-length flannel
nightie and a snow white duvet that she picked up nearly ten years ago at a
Sears and Roebuck White Sale. The two lone occupants of the Sufferin’ Succotash
were asleep within minutes; neither of them heard Ian's desperate coughing.
CHAPTER 17:
When Ian grabbed the boat’s rear shelf, his frigid, white fleshy palm clung to the blistered surface like fresh putty to sandpaper. Slowly, painfully, he pulled himself from the water and collapsed face up on the rickety aluminum platform. It took a long time before his heaving chest began to calm, only to buckle again with short-lived laughter.
The Pacific lapped quietly all around him while the ink-black sky filled his field of view. Ian lay listening, not to the solitude and peace, but for any noise that might indicate that he was not alone on the boat. After a few minutes, he forced his aching body vertical then scanned the area. Ian figured his pursuers had probably given up by now and there were no other boats within a hundred yards, nevertheless, Ian knew that the first thing he needed to do was find a weapon - just in case - so Ian lifted his bruised left leg over the gunwale and set it gently on the deck. No alarm went off, so he did the same with the right leg. As he stood at the rear of the boat, the lights from the dock were strong enough to allow him to recognize that what he was standing on was nothing like boats he sometimes saw in the magazines. Instead, this boat was a floating junkyard, filled with old furniture and rusty metal. The wooden deck under his feet felt bare and blistered, the rails and other ornaments, held together with a combination of rusty bolts and tape.
"Piece of crap," Ian muttered in disgust as briefly scanned the landscape of junk before snatching up a handle-less pruning saw and wrapping an oily, grey rag around its tang to give him something to grip. The saw wasn’t as intimidating as a gun, or as effective as a knife but he figured that would still come in handy if he needed to defend himself.
“Just my luck to end up on a shit boat!” he thought as he surveyed the Sufferin' Succotash then briefly considered swimming out to one of the other boats in the marina. Something a little more luxurious. And classier. But decided against it. The ole tub was available and safe, and dry, so Ian figured he'd stay for a while, take a look around, make himself something to eat, maybe even take the ole tub out for a cruise.
Captain Timmins!
Ian smiled at the thought of it, Yes, Sir, Captain Timmins! Land dead ahead Captain Timmins! Thar she blows Captain Timmins!
The lure of his first command was stronger than his need of food or drink so Ian wound his way through the clutter at his feet to the ladder that led to the upper deck then began climbing.
The second step of the four-step ladder groaned loudly under his weight, but he didn’t care, the vacant boat was now under the command of Captain Ian Timmins.
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Dief lifted his
head immediately when he heard the sound and exhaled a low, cautioning growl.
Katie awoke slowly, dragged reluctantly from a deep sleep.
“What is it
Dief?” Katie half whispered, half moaned.
Katie and Dief
followed the trespasser’s movement with their eyes. She laid her hand on Dief's
snout to keep him silent then swung her legs out of bed and wrapped her fingers
around her son's game-winning Ted William’s Little League baseball bat that
hung over the wine fridge. Katie then crept to the cabin door and slid back the
cheap brass bolt, which was only useful for preventing the door from flapping
in the breeze.
“Stay!” she
whispered to Dief before she swung open the door and paused to listen.
Katie
immediately noticed the wet footprints that led across the deck to the ladder.
Cautiously avoiding the second step, which had been loose since last summer,
she crept to within five feet of the trespasser who was so busy turning every
knob on the control panel and flipping every switch that he didn’t hear her
approaching.
She never
intended to actually hit the trespasser with the bat but when she saw he old
pruning saw in his left hand, she figured that the kid meant trouble. That’s
when she decided to give him a little love tap in the ribs, just to show him
she meant business.
Unfortunately,
her aim was a little off and she instead connected with the side of Ian’s head
just below his right ear. The impact produced a loud thud and he crumpled to
the ground immediately, his arms and legs each pointing in a different
direction.
A rolling swell
passed under the Sufferin’ Succotash, lifting her gently then setting her down.
Katie grabbed a handrail to keep from losing her balance then turned toward the
cabin door when she heard it slam shut.
Diefenbaker
barked.
"It's OK
Dief, I got him.”
Katie stared at
Ian’s inert body for twenty, maybe thirty seconds before she noticed the blood
oozing from beneath his head.
She used the bat
to ease the pruning saw from his fingers then gave it a kick, propelling the
saw across the deck.
Katie was afraid
that she had killed the kid so she hurried into the pilot's seat and switched
on the ship-to-shore radio, unleashing an ear-piercing screech into the air
then spent several seconds wiggling the faulty squelch button trying to silence
the speaker.
The radio’s squeal
shot through Ian's head like a white-hot arrow, dragging him into
consciousness. Ian could see the dark form of a woman sitting in the chair a
few feet from where he lay. And he saw the bat, still in her left hand.
Pretending to be unconscious, he closed his eyes and kept them shut while first
his left then his right hand searched for something he could use as a weapon.
He eventually found the saw.
Katie had the
microphone in her hand and was about to transmit when Ian stabbed her in the
back. Katie let out a brief scream and dropped the bat just as the saw’s tip
punctured her clothing, although it barely broke through her skin.
Moments turned
to seconds as they both tried to decide what to do next. Ian recovered first
and took another swing at Katie, this one a roundhouse that he hoped would
connect with the woman’s side, but instead the saw found the soft flesh of her
armpit and traveled far enough to both sever a vein and puncture her right
lung.
Ian was
surprised by all the blood. It was more than he had expected but, then again,
other than that time in the prison auto shop, he’d never stabbed anybody.
By now Dief was
barking and growling, and banging up against the door, as if possessed by a
demon.
Katie tried to
remain standing but within seconds her body slumped over the steering wheel,
then slid off and collapsed quietly onto the deck like a water-filled balloon.
Ian stared at
the woman dispassionately as she lay in her blood. Every once in a while she
would twitch or her mouth would gape as if to speak, but Ian figured she was
just taking her time dying. He thought of giving her a little thrill before she
kicked off but she was old and ugly so he couldn't be bothered.
As Dief
continued to bark and bang on the door, Ian grew nervous, wondering how far the
sound would travel. But glancing about he could see no sign that anyone had
heard the woman’s scream or the barking dog. The brightly lit docks remained
deserted and the neighboring boats, dark and silent.
He figured he
was safe for now but knew that sooner or later he would have to deal with the
annoying dog. For now, however, he needed to get rid of any prints, blood, DNA
- anything that the cops could use against him in court. He had only stabbed
the woman in self-defense, but he was an ex-con. Easy target for some
prosecutor who needed another notch in his career. No way he would get a fair
trial. Didn’t get one four years ago and wouldn’t get one now. Soon as the cops
made the connection between one dead woman and one guy with a ‘history of
violence’ plastered on every page of his file he would be Public Enemy Number
One. Fair, or justice, or due process, didn’t matter. They railroaded me four
years ago and they would do it again,
Ian said to himself.
Ian began to
retrace his steps mentally but soon realized that he had touched, and stepped
on, and probably bled on more stuff than he could possibly remember and that’s
when he in a malevolent whisper, “I’ll just sink the fuckin’ boat,” then
smiled.
But how?
It was after he
climbed down to the main deck, staggered to the boat’s gunwale and tried to
figure out a way to punch a hole in the side that he noticed a small aluminum
dinghy bobbing in the water beside the boat. The red gasoline container at the rear of the dinghy, near
the outboard engine, provided him with the solution he was looking for.
Once in the
dinghy, he closed the choke, then started the engine with the first try. The
gas container was full, and heavy, but he eventually managed to hoist it over
the gunwale and onto the deck. It
was then he noticed the words neatly stenciled on the side of the boat.
“Sufferin’
Succotash? Stupid name but hey… pleasure to meet you Suc.”
Climbing back
onto the boat from the bobbing and pitching dinghy was a lot more difficult
than getting in but he succeeded after a few tries. Ian unscrewed the
container’s cap then began spreading the volatile liquid with child-like glee.
He was just about done when he noticed a dog leash curled up in a dark corner
of the deck. Ian picked it up then suddenly had another great idea…
I’ll save the
dog’s life! Why not? The stupid mutt didn't do anything to me. So why should it
have to die?
Ian used a rusty
bar to pry the cabin door open. Dief, mouth wide, teeth glistening even in the
pale, moonlight, immediately lunged at Ian’s midsection but Ian used his foot
to hold the door partially closed while he fashioned a noose out of the leash
then wrapped a rag around his left arm just for insurance.
“Nice doggy.
Would you like to come home with me and be my pal?” Ian said in a soothing
tone, but Dief responded with renewed fury, barking, growling and clawing at
the door.
Ian moved his
foot back a few inches, allowing Dief to jam his head far enough through the
opening for Ian to slip the noose leash over it. Confident that he had formed
the beginning of a new friendship, Ian, released the door then stepped back,
smiled and said, “Nice do…” But Ian didn't have time to finish his sentence
before Dief lunged, teeth bared, toward Ian's throat. It was only reflex that
caused Ian to raise his left hand. Dief sank his teeth into Ian's wrapped
forearm and clamped down with bone crushing force.
Ian’s pain
turned quickly to anger and with Dief’s mouth still clamped around his forearm,
Ian spun, lifting the dog into the air and slamming it against the upper deck
ladder.
“Stupid fuckin’
dog,” Ian shouted then slammed Dief against the ladder again.
“If that’s the
way…”
Then slammed
Dief against the ladder a second time.
“…you want it…”
The third blow
must have knocked the wind out of Dief, or cracked a rib, because Dief suddenly
released his grip and fell hard to the deck where he lay motionless, breathing
in shallow gasps and whimpering quietly.
“Asshole!” Ian
screamed at poor Dief then quickly tied the loose end of the leash to the upper
deck ladder and stepped back to catch his breath. It only took a few seconds
until the pain replaced the rage and his arm began to throb.
Ian partially
unwrapped his forearm and it was while he stared in disbelief at the two purple
puncture marks that Dief suddenly recovered and lunged again. This time,
however, Ian only had to lean back a few inches to be safely out of Dief’s
reach.
With each lunge
the noose dug deeply into the dog’s neck but Dief’s fury was greater than his
discomfort and he continued his frenzied attack while Ian emptied the last of
the gasoline onto the dock then climbed over the gunwale and into the
dinghy.
Ian started the
dinghy’s outboard, then tore a thin strip of fabric from the rag wrapped around
his forearm and flicked his lighter several times before a vibrant blue and
orange flame finally shot into the air. After tying the strip around the
lighter to hold the valve open, he steered the dinghy ten or so feet from the
Sufferin' Succotash then casually tossed the flaming lighter in the direction
of the cabin cruiser. The fumes from the gasoline ignited into a fireball
before the lighter even touched the deck.
Ian had just
unzipped his pants when his eyes widened in horror at the sight of Dief,
propelled by a powerful leap, sailing through the angry flames trailing his
burning leash. The dog slammed into Ian, knocking him down and killing the
outboard engine.
Dief growled angrily
as his teeth ripped Ian's flesh, bloodying his other forearm, then his shoulder
and chest. Finally, Ian managed to grab the dog’s leash and using it as
leverage, he pushed the dog over the side of the dinghy and into the water.
Dief swam
quickly to a nearby navigation buoy, dragged himself out of the water, then
continued to bark as the current carried the dinghy past, just out of his
reach.
With the
outboard motor now still and silent, the dinghy continued to drift through the
water, lit to a golden hue by the roaring inferno. Ian lay in a fetal position
on the dinghy’s floor crying softly, but his sobs were soon drowned out by the
distant wail of fire trucks.
CHECK BACK NEXT SUNDAY FOR EPISODE THREE
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